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December 2015

Reflections….(part one)

The Christmas bubble hit me prematurely if I must say. I was on cloud nine….as soon as we hit December…Feeling all light and fresh. Maybe Because I was happy to almost get this year done. Considering the hell of a roller coaster it has been.
Today I don’t particularly feel it at all. I feel numb. I feel today all the things and pressure, that has been bottling inside, like a ticking time bomb. Am trying to hide considering am at work but am not sure am doing the hiding well enough.
Am sure am not alone in this. When you sit down and do some reflections on the year that has been, you almost always have mixed emotions. Your happy for all the ups and sad for all the downs. So if someone was to video record you they would think you have gone bananas- totally lost it!

The itch to pen down this was quite something. I knew I had to do it as my therapy.

This reminds me of a quote I had posted a while back about CHOICES….

“The Bad Thing about CHOICES is that even one bad Choice has the Potential to Spoil One’s Life. The Good Thing about CHOICES is that you can start Making New Choices at any Point of time and Hence RESHAPE your Life anew. So if You DON’T like what you CHOSE then CHOOSE something NEW!!”

Yeah, speaks volumes in itself….huh!??
So am sorry If today I am not my usual self. But I know this too shall pass. Am already feeling lighter just by sharing this. And I choose not to be downcast after all it is the season to be Jolly!!

In Light and Love,


Quotable quotes

Don’t lose yourself in the temporary. No one has ever seen, no one has heard and no one has ever imagined what God has prepared.  

Best things in life are Free…indeed!!

All the greatest things in life are more than free, they exist limitlessly, I know it sounds corny, but truthfully, they are not even things, it’s all that is unseen, like love, genuine friendship, honesty, good intentions, breathing, the light in some ones eyes, the warmth of a smile, the tender touch of a kind soul, the sound of pure laughter vibrating throughout your soul, then there is family, friends, faith, courage to begin again, silence, truth, the path that is laid right before you, we have so many choices to choose, I could make a list for days, compassion, joy, peace, the sounds of the ocean making waves; the greatest gifts the universe has given came with out any price tags, for us to always share….am ever so Greatful and thankful,,, DEEPLY and GENUINELY!! 


Being busy..

  Being Busy for me is easy. I work in the medical field and there are so many people that need to be treated. I love my job. With this fast paced world it’s easy to loose track of so many things. There are those things that should be a priority and shouldn’t be ignored for long. Like Health, family, friends, pampering and just generally get to connect with self. It’s easier said than done but very much doable. Being busy also is a way of not focusing on the negative vibe that crops all the time. The idle mind tends to wonder so much. 

Being busy is a way to know what you can prioritize on once time emerges. 

Being busy makes you maximize on certain moments and live in that moment. 

Being busy helps you cope with a breaking heart. You put your heart and soul into work and sooner or a little later the heartbreak wears off…….well somehow. It depends on the level of the heart break…..maybe?!

I thought to write this because I have in the resent past emersed myself into work and work and it has helped me cope with so much that has been going on in my life. So in a good way it has been a healing in some way and am thankful. 

In the midst of this busyness I have been able to maximize on so many wonderful moments as well. Hence why I mentioned that it makes you really prioritize on some things once the time is there. To me Busy-ness is a Blessing.  

There is much to say but I believe now that I must run to my next errand. 

But first………some coffee Please!!!!!

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